I don’t know how to be done but I’m completely and utterly done.
Why do you have to keep lying to me?? Why can’t you just leave me alone??
So I mentioned Fred in my last post. I didn’t mention all of what happened, because I didn’t think it was that big of a deal, but he basically told me that one of the reasons he was reaching out to me was because his girlfriend (the girl he started dating exclusively one week after he “officially” ended things with me) had broken up with him and he “missed me.”
The whole entire time he was trying to get me to let him see me, but I kept refusing. After I told him I couldn’t even have a business relationship with him (b/c apparently he was trying to do that) because it hurt too much to talk to him he said “Whatever, I am done with the drama” so I reblocked him.
Turns out… that girlfriend who dumped him? Yea she didn’t dump him… they are still together…
I only find this out b/c instead of FB giving a blank picture to someone you have blocked but still have messages from (I wanted to keep them around to remind me how horrible of a person he was), they keep their profile picture now. And guess who changed his profile picture to his romantic valentines dinner with her??
WHY??? Why did he contact me?? Why did he lie about that?? WTF????
Seriously was I only ever sex to you??? Is she not giving you any so that is why you had to reach out to me??
How can you be like that?? How can someone like you exist??
I’m happy now. I have Max… so PLEASE stop haunting me. PLEASE leave me alone. I don’t even want the ghost of you to have any more control or effect on me.
JUST LEAVE ME BE…..